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Weekly Devotion: Thankfulness to defender


Dear Lord,

I am living in presence of you. I am thankful for who you are. I cannot imagine how my life would have been without you. I come closer to you.

I am breaking out of this world and trying to live in a peace. Practicing your presence is not easy. I am tempted to do something else. I cannot do this tomorrow.

The Bible tells me that you give peace and life to those who seek and equip your spirit. What do you mean by making difference between living with spirit and flesh?

What I know is that you tell me to get out of excessive planning and scheduling. Was I forgetting your presence through such things? If I did, I am sorry. But Lord, I am overwhelmed with the workloads. I don't know what do to with them. I cannot handle them. I don't have the ability to get through this. I do not like reading and writing. I am barely on the level where I could follow reading, and I don't remember anything from what I have read.

F()ck. There are people out there who judges and criticizes my identity. They think that there are something higher and stronger. They think they know something and put me down into despair. They dare to separate myself from you. I wish to curse them. I hate those who separate myself from you.

Defend me Lord. Protect me. Punish those who strike the poor.

Psalms 141:8, "For my eyes are toward You, O God, the Lord; In You I take refuge; do not leave me defendless.
Psalms 16:11, "You will make known to me the path of life; In Your presence is fullness of joy; In Your right hand there are pleasures forever."




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